(friday, july 21st 2017)

why?

why ?

im lonely

im sad

i dont have friends

i dont have a best friend

im so lonely

is it because i am too shy

or they don't like me

im so sad

i dont know what to do

don't know why

i have a stupid dad

an angry sister

but a generous mom

my mom always treated me like a friend

im happy

but still

i want to have a friend

a true friend

a friend that had the same age

a friend who can speak English

a friend who truly appreciate me

a friend who cares about me

a friend whom I could share some stuff that i can't say to my mom

a friend who could understand me

a friend who could encourage me in life

that's all i want

...

i have a friend named Tin

he is kinda funny

i like him

i feel happy and joy when i was with him

but i dont know if he dont like me

he is always avoid me

he seems like he doesn't like me

probably he felt annoyed

idk

i cant tell

or probably i have thought too much

maybe i should take a break......